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[09 Jul 2004|10:21am] |
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I love orange juice.
Everything is pretty chill right now, except I miss Clare a looottttt. I think I'm going to Savannah in about a week to chill with her for a few days. It should be rad. Umm... Corrie just got back in town last night, and if everything works out he's not going back to California EVERRRR, which I think is absolutely wonderful. Things with the boy are lovely and I want them to stay that way. I think we're really good together when we want to be, and he makes me feel... (<33?***)
Anyway... lateeee
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[17 Jun 2004|04:46pm] |
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Today is the big 1-8! That means I'm an ADULT ahahaha. Things are good. Went to Siesta Key for a week with Tony and his family. Had a lot of fun. I'm falling hard for this boy... I found an apartment and it is sooo cute... I move on August 12. Anyway it's Summer, it's my birthday, I <3 my boyfriend and my girlfriends, and hopefully tonight will be lotttsss of fun. Lateee
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[21 May 2004|04:48pm] |
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Welp it's Summer and I'm through with high school FOREVER d00d. Umm... got new hair today and it's alrighhhtt. But not a lot of new stuff except... him... semi-secret but not really boy thing goin on and he makes me happy. That's about it so laaaatee
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| BULL SHIT |
[04 May 2004|05:03pm] |
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Welp I almost got killed by a giant crazed bull. If it weren't for my speedy fence diving moves and Aaron I would be DEAD MEAT.
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[19 Apr 2004|03:19pm] |
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Welp my computer's broken... hopefully soon to be fixed. Corey came down for a week, one of the funnest weeks ever. It was rad with him being here. Everything was like it used to be. We went to prom together which was lots of fun. The only downer was that he had to leave at like 2:30 that morning, and it was so sad saying goodbye again. We had a talk I'm glad we had before he left though and if everything works out he'll be back this summer and back for good next year. I got accepted to USF for Fall so looks like it's Tampa next year... I'm happy. That's about it...
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| FUCK |
[02 Apr 2004|07:06pm] |
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I fucking hate him. He's a pathetic excuse for a MAN. He's a fucking pathetic excuse for anything. He's not even close to who he used to be. I have no respect for him. The only thing I can feel when I see him is loathing and disgust, and I want to fucking puke all over his face to get rid of the the feeling in my stomach and let him know how fucking sick he makes me. As for her... I swear to fucking god's she going to regret ever existing. Fuck you both you disgusting worthless pieces of shit.
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[28 Mar 2004|07:37pm] |
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Just got home. Spring Break in Panama was fun. We met these sweet boys from Alabama and other people and spent some time out on the town. I feel weird now, though. I don't really know how to explain it... just kind of sad I think. I'm not really sure why. I think that I'm just starting to realize that everything is about to change a lot really soon and It's kinda scary and sad for me. I'm terrified to see someone I care about so much go so far away, I'm kind of weirded out about leaving. I don't deal well with change and it's bothering me a lot that time is getting so short. The entire ride home today I had this huge lump in my throat and and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I just don't want to loose the people that I love so much. But I'm gonna stop talking about it and go eat dinner...
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| We're gonna parrrty like it's 1999 niggggaa |
[20 Mar 2004|07:36pm] |
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Damnnnn nigga it's Spring Break and it's about to be craaazy... at Clare's house makin orange jello shots. Tonight is gonna be fun as hell and everyone's parents are out of town. Tuesday we're goin to Panama City for 5 nights and we're paint the town RED if you know what I mean... hahahaha welp I think it's about that time so C-YAAAAAA
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| We saved a life because we are the shit |
[14 Mar 2004|10:31am] |
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Well I can now check one thing off my "To Do Before I Die" list. Because yesterday I helped save a life... the life of a 400 pound black man. It all started when Me, Clare, Jessie, Gigi, and Danielle hopped on Clare's boat for a little spin. We were just zoomin around the lake when we saw this huge black man fall off his jet ski, so we all laughed like "haha". After like 10 minutes we realized he really couldn't get back on his jet ski so we went over there and he was soooo tired from trying to get back on that he was about to like drown. So after MUCH effort we got him on the boat and he was all like "You saved my life, I was about to drown, blahdyblahdyblah". So we took him and his jet ski to the yacht club dock and all his black friends were like "Nigga what is you doin"... So yeah that was my life saving story. Friday night - show - good. Saturday night - sushi with the girls - yum, then woohoo party at Clurrr's - drunk.
P.S.- I <3 Tyler... my Soulseek owns now woohoo...
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| Who took the ram from the ramalamadingdong? |
[04 Mar 2004|02:58pm] |
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Welllll just got home from school... gotta love it. Does anyone else haaate writing themes?? Welp I do. But I got my hair did Tuesday... I think I like it but I'm not sure. Jenkin's prom is on Saturday so I'm gonna have some fun then and I <3 my dress. So who wants to write my paper?? jafdksljiessdefr<3
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[23 Feb 2004|05:41pm] |
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I think I'm on the brink of an emotional breakdown. You know when your life keeps getting worse and worse and you keep pretending everything's fine... and then this stupid little thing that means nothing happens and you completely loose it? Well I just started crying because we had no ketchup. Someone shoot me.
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[14 Feb 2004|02:23pm] |
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Well Me and Cluuurr just woke up and that is just craaaaazy. Last night was cool and shit. Went to see Billy Talent and From Autumn to Ashes. Pretty good show except for the whole Sugarcult thing. Yeah... pink hair and spike bracelets everywhere. But we met From Autumn to Ashes EXCEPT for the drummer who's the one I wanted to meet because he's badass. But today is VALENTINE'S DAY and that is pretty craaazy. So everyone go make out or something cause it's VALENTINE'S DAY. Bye bye.
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[09 Feb 2004|07:25pm] |
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I hate this. I hate being scared and not knowing what's going on. I don't understand. I don't understand why we're not more important to him or why he can't get his shit together and realize what he's doing to us. It's about to fall apart and I know it because I can hear them yelling at each other from in their room. I have that same feeling in my stomach that I get every time it starts and my palms are sweaty and my heart is pounding and I just want to leave more than anything and stay gone for a really long time. I'm so mad at him for all of this. I'm so confused. I need to run away.
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[07 Feb 2004|04:12pm] |
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Welp last night was cool and shit. Went to the show with Josh, Justin, Hussey, Ty, Clurrr, and Zach. Me, Clare, Hussey, and Zack were very very sneaky. Save These Words was good. And... there was this boy there... and he was one of the most beautiful boys I've ever seen. I think I wet my pants. I've never seen him before but daammnnn nigga he was gorgeous. The direction things are goin in is pretty good. I think things might finally start to fall into place. Knock on wood. Got my SAT scores back. Got an 1120... pretty alright I guess. I can't wait until everything is RIGHT. I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOUR MOM. <333
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| The finest line divides a weekend well spent from a waste of time |
[01 Feb 2004|01:23am] |
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I can't wait until I don't have to do things I don't want to... It's making me very bitter. It's different now. Last night hung out with Justin, Clare, Hussey and Zachary... fun times definitely. Had fun tonight at Emily's. Me, Alex, and Clark played a game of tricks and then Me, Clark and Clare Smoked out Emily's shower for like an hour. Cool shit. I wish I could have gone to the show. Tomorow is my Mom's Birthday and it's also GROUNDHOGS DAY... we better not have fuckin 6 more weeks of Winter or I will kill a bitch.
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[27 Jan 2004|09:55pm] |
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Daaamn. Went to the wrestlin' match with Clurrr, Justin, and Jessie and then Boobie Foot came. Scottie won. Yay Scott! On the way home I went to this tiny little gas station by my house and some girl pulled in with this black guy sittin on the hood of her car. I guess they were havin some kinda crazy baby mama drama or somethin cause he was just chillin on her car like "You trifflin ass bitch, I'll bash your mother fuckin winshield in" Then she just drove off with him still on her car. Shiiit nigga. Welp... I am cooler than your mom so holla back.
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[22 Jan 2004|03:11pm] |
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Yo. Welp I think I'm sick. Shit. Yesterday was pretty cool. Hung out with Gary, Justin, Clurr, and Zack and then hung out with Gary some more. Fun times. But Justin's sad and it's making me sad. Fillin out college shit sucks. I love cherry coke. Shit gotta write a paper. Word to your mom.
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| Talking how the group had begun to splinter... |
[19 Jan 2004|01:22am] |
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It hurts that you would think that. I hurts more that I know it might be true. I wish I could say I'm sorry... but I don't think I am.. And Yeah... took a year to be able to be able to go to bed without seeing your face while I fall asleep.
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| CRAAAZY |
[17 Jan 2004|01:04am] |
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Wow tonight was crazy as shiiit. Went to Music Ranch with Clare, Jessie, and Justin. Justin got reeeal drunk and then we went to see Josh at Denny's. Afterwards we went to some girl's house in Frank's neighborhood where Zach and some kids were. Me, Zach, Clare and Justin are just chillin in my car everyone has beer and Clare's rolling a joint. Out of nowhere this cop rolls up right in front of my car. Clare puts the pot down her pants and we put all the beer in the back of my car real quick and sneaky like. Then we were like "What the fuck do we do?" and Zach was like "Alright everyone just start making out". Sooo we all just started making out with each other for like 20 minutes until the cop left. Then we get out the beer and stuff and right as we do the cop pulls up AGAIN. So some random kid jumps in my car and we drive off as the cop's arresting some guy. Wow. If that's not crazy then you tell me what is.
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| Come Back From California |
[12 Jan 2004|10:05pm] |
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Saddest night ever. Corey's leaving for California on Wednesday and I had to say goodbye to him tonight. I love that kid more than anything and it was one of the hardest things ever to let go of him and watch him walk off. He has to come back simple as that he can't be gone.
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